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The realization that I (we) are so far from the people we shared so much of our lives with has become glaring to me recently. I do not mean far in distance although that is the reason why, we have been in TX for four years now. Its been four years since we have shared any experiences with them, four years since we have seen each others kids, hell there are kids we haven't even met and these people were so important to us that they were in our wedding, were at the hospital for the birth of our first child, helped us move, shared countless dinners and vacations. We went to or were a part of many weddings some have dissolved into divorce in the past four years. :(

It seems like so much has changed about the people that meant so much to me and I can no longer relate. It feels like a loss, like someone has died. :(

Maybe its because I finally feel at home in TX after feeling lost for the past four years...

Or maybe I finally feel at home here because I know I do not have a place there anymore. I KNOW home is where ever Eric and the kids are but I felt like we were out of place until just the past couple of months.